Well its officially 2.09 in the morning and my brain just won't shut off. My idea is to babble away until my eyelids loose the will to live. Today has just reminded me what crappy society i live in, where people don't care enough for their fellow man, where a nice gesture toward a stranger whether it be holding a door or simply smiling can get you a dirty look. Don't get me wrong there are some wonderful people out there, I've had the pleasure of meeting some but on the whole, PEOPLE SUCK! Recently it seems that if people aren't letting me down, (unknown to me until 3 weeks later) i'm letting other people down. I'd love to know how some people find such a happy balance between being happy and keeping others happy, i only seem to be able to do one at a time. I'm sat here going through all the ways i could change my life to make myself happier and the list just keeps growing. All i want to do is fly away, but change has got to start somewhere.
Question is where do i start???
